have ever thought about how does GOD think of u when put someone that u really like a person from a tv show,a band and u think ok this is so fun and u don't think how ur friends and fam ect ect really think of u when listen,talk about that someone before ur king an the very person made u for a reason and u are so ashamed of ur self after u start to think of oh I'm sorry im becoming annoying/a freak to u or and people in ur life an u start to think "oh wow my life sure isn't fun anymore now that I see my friends playing,talking about some fun things" and just wondering what they really feel like on the inside and their relationships of God friends&fam ect ect is or maybe u want kill urslef an think that is it so that people won't have to deal me anymore I kown what they are thinking "they are loving an sweet to me but I kown that don't like on one end of are relationship together" or maybe u going to church an getting saved over and over again but u feel like this oh I am GOOD I been saved an then just like u feel it feeling so much shame an pain in ur life not kowning what to do and then u find out how to stop an u are like " i can't stop I can't let it go it is to hard an I will just do it again anyways" here's my self experience with IDOL WORSHIP.... It started out with me watching "19 kids and counting" and then me getting each of their books an lil by when I really was obseesed with them I got of obsessed with their friends the bates of used to be on tlc "untied bates of America" and also of coming back on June 9th on UP tv "bringing up bates" and they were on the duggars show also an had their special called "bates baby makes 19" an then got even more obsessed with both of their friends and they had been on the duggars show a few timesTheir friends and then yup I got even more obsessed with all of their friends the allen family yup they also had special on tlc called "home sweet bus" and I just so very yucky an ashamed of myself and how God made for a reason an how God wants us to spread his word I wasn't enither of those I feel such burden in and on everyone even thou I pray and got saved over and over again I feel after a while that it wasn't doing any good for me and I was so ashamed when me and mom went and seen "THE BONTRAGERS" and after they were singing I was talking to "Becky" and "Marlin" and when becky said this "we do this for God not us" I wanted to cry it made feel like "wow my IDOL WORSHIPING is not bad it is REALLY BAD and One day I cry and cry because I felt so much shame as well as pain I couldn't even looked up the very word's IDOL WORSHIP or even pics of bible verses about idol worship I did but I don't look it them thou an then just in this month I had been saved and then like last week something just hit me and.... It happened I decided to quit my obsession kowning how yucky and ashamed it made feel an now I feel so much better in myself I hope this helps u out in life YOU SHALL NOT MAKE IDOLS FOR YOURSELF OR ERECT AN IMAGE OR PILLAR & YOU SHALL NOT SET UP A FIGURED STONE IN YOUR LAND BOW DOWN TO IT FOR I AM THE LORD YOUR GOD-LEVITICUS 26:1 have a blessed day.
Blessing's,
Ashley
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