Well it is not whole different from a person with out special needs
but I wo say that we all have some what of a special need in our life's l
cuz we have trouble's
and ups and drowns in ours lifes because God has
bless us with ups
and drowns in our life's for a reason an maybe u may
not agree with me
on it an or nay go with
me at the halfway mark I see has is
our trouble's in life is Gods gift to us an he wants to use those
to learn how to get though it an to learn life lessons so
therefore we all some kind of special needs in our life's, my life with
CELEBRAL PASLY ADD HASHIMONOS-THYROYIO, ECT but I do
let that takeover my life if I was't bron the way I was an am I don't know what I would do because i thank God the
Way I am born because being special needs don't make any difference from a perfect life because without my life being the way it is it would not make me who I am in life an I would't s
said u are perfect cuz everyone is my whole life is perfect and God did my sure of that I don't look at my sister (who is the same) or friends an fam any different then who they are cuz God said he says who we says we are ,
So don't look ur self as some one
that ur not cuz God made u
the way are for a reson.
GALATIANS 6:9: AND LET US NOT GROW
WEARY OF DOING GOOD FOR IN DUE SEASON
WE WILL REAP IF WE DO NOT GIVE UP, 3 JOHN 1:4
I HAVE NO GREATER JOY THAN TO HEAR THAT
CHILDREN WALK IN TRUTH.
HAVE A BLESSED DAY,
BLESSINGS,
ASHLEY
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| Me a few days ago.... |
have ever thought about how does GOD think of u when put someone that u really like a person from a tv show,a band and u think ok this is so fun and u don't think how ur friends and fam ect ect really think of u when listen,talk about that someone before ur king an the very person made u for a reason and u are so ashamed of ur self after u start to think of oh I'm sorry im becoming annoying/a freak to u or and people in ur life an u start to think "oh wow my life sure isn't fun anymore now that I see my friends playing,talking about some fun things" and just wondering what they really feel like on the inside and their relationships of God friends&fam ect ect is or maybe u want kill urslef an think that is it so that people won't have to deal me anymore I kown what they are thinking "they are loving an sweet to me but I kown that don't like on one end of are relationship together" or maybe u going to church an getting saved over and over again but u feel like this oh I am GOOD I been saved an then just like u feel it feeling so much shame an pain in ur life not kowning what to do and then u find out how to stop an u are like " i can't stop I can't let it go it is to hard an I will just do it again anyways" here's my self experience with IDOL WORSHIP.... It started out with me watching "19 kids and counting" and then me getting each of their books an lil by when I really was obseesed with them I got of obsessed with their friends the bates of used to be on tlc "untied bates of America" and also of coming back on June 9th on UP tv "bringing up bates" and they were on the duggars show also an had their special called "bates baby makes 19" an then got even more obsessed with both of their friends and they had been on the duggars show a few timesTheir friends and then yup I got even more obsessed with all of their friends the allen family yup they also had special on tlc called "home sweet bus" and I just so very yucky an ashamed of myself and how God made for a reason an how God wants us to spread his word I wasn't enither of those I feel such burden in and on everyone even thou I pray and got saved over and over again I feel after a while that it wasn't doing any good for me and I was so ashamed when me and mom went and seen "THE BONTRAGERS" and after they were singing I was talking to "Becky" and "Marlin" and when becky said this "we do this for God not us" I wanted to cry it made feel like "wow my IDOL WORSHIPING is not bad it is REALLY BAD and One day I cry and cry because I felt so much shame as well as pain I couldn't even looked up the very word's IDOL WORSHIP or even pics of bible verses about idol worship I did but I don't look it them thou an then just in this month I had been saved and then like last week something just hit me and.... It happened I decided to quit my obsession kowning how yucky and ashamed it made feel an now I feel so much better in myself I hope this helps u out in life YOU SHALL NOT MAKE IDOLS FOR YOURSELF OR ERECT AN IMAGE OR PILLAR & YOU SHALL NOT SET UP A FIGURED STONE IN YOUR LAND BOW DOWN TO IT FOR I AM THE LORD YOUR GOD-LEVITICUS 26:1 have a blessed day.
Blessing's,
Ashley
While we (me and my sista Brittany) are adopted cuz are birth mom did want us she wasn't ready for us thou her huddy (Ryan) had just had died in shooting and she just remarryed her hair huddy (Matthew) and she was only in her 20's and she didn't kown how to death with us so my mom (sherry) was good friends with her an my moms friend more like are aunt ( Dianne) found out about us in newspaper and then Mel call her an then it happened when we were only like three weeks old was the first time she seen us and God place us on this earth on :November 2nd 1998 like at ten @ night we were only @ 24wks I was (2lbs) and britt was only (1lb & 8oz) of course we had lots of problems such as.... HYDROPHCELUIS we had both types of it and Brit was bron with MECRA in her eye and she had grand-mil seizures we had lots of brain hemorrhages + lack of oxygen to our brain and we had an still have reflex and we are allergic to all antibiotics and and most medicines and BPD a lung disease in most premmies CELEBRAL PLASY or (CP) and and for cureble type of HYDROPHCELUIS they wanted to put a shunt in us but they could't cuz we over the borderline of the HYDROPHCELUIS and we had they type of HYDROPHCELUIS that is in ventricelas Kk mom when an MRI on us and oh and by the way this when were only The age of olny 7 ok so anyways the doctor dr.ham out of DMC Detroit medical Center he would't do until finally convinced him to do it at the last minute and he was shocked the uncureble type of HYDROPHCELUIS was totally gone see what GOD can do it such shock to everyone like www.thebontragerfamilysingers.com/blog think we are much of miracle from God see how much of a miracle in God we are and we also have HYPHER Thyoridisum + when we like others along the way in life to so yea
BLESSED ARE WHO THOSE MOURN FOR THEY WILL BE COMFORTED-MATTHEW 5:4niv
have great day
Blessings,
Ashley
